"becoming"

[dubdobdee]

hmph i am gettin a real end-of-an-era/all-change vibe off lots of things at the moment

i. moving BANKS -- i have been w.stupid loidz since i was 13!
ii. in two issues time i will have been a cr*fts for TEN YEARS -- and i'm not sure there will BE a two issues time, i need to "get weaving" (DYS!!)
iii. hmmm rapprochement with the w!re (obv i did a little stuff w.em since i left but i feel unbothered and unburdened now abt being CRITICAL)
iv. changes in immediate family set-up (this is all supersecret still so i will leave it at that)*
v. haha "becoming" is what francis dolarhyde refers to his transformation into the "red dragon" in "red dragon" -- it is all abt sexual energy i guess but not actually very nice
vi. ???
vii. anyway supposing i actually do write up any of the things i am embarked on, they are all part of a general self-reassassing footlooseness which is kinda super-exciting (as well as a bit confusing and vainglorious la)



*ps i am not gettin married (except to petrajane obv)

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[dubdobdee.livejournal.com]

no cz = "he loseth his soul"