dubdobdee | and then the sun came out and i instantly cheered up!

woke serially out of a tangle of stupidly silly worry-dreams (= was on a train with someone i haven't seen from school, he got off at the station i wanted with my suitcase but i was too busy fashioning a huge envelope as a collage on the carriage-wall so that whoever the letter was to couldn't miss it! except i was unable to write properly... then i was nominated for a SCHOOL OR ROCK AWARD but the arrangements were very confusing and we were all sent to the wrong room for photographed and missed the start of the ceremony and the seating was weirdly designed so you could see yr seat but not get to it) --> and was glum and sluggish, but that lifted when the sun started shinin

turns out P has forgot she was stayin with me tonight which simplifies things: can do who and popt w/o havin to worry abt a guest's tolerances -- otherwise weekend is ALL ABOUT TIDYING INTENSELY, at least today