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Nov. 9th, 2007 09:21 am++ spent ages last night writing up detailed email for distant friend abt changed v!ck situation, gradually realised as it wrote it that it --- and thus i -- was movin beyond of the "ugh bah" mode of story into "feeling really chipper abt stuff" mode; that in fact actually i have been much MORE upset abt bad communication over the weeks since returned from france than anything else, and panic abt strain on our friendship, than abt our "arrangement", the suspension of which i (unconsciously?) came to terms with ages ago; and that by being clear abt elephant in room we've started sorting the communication thing (also it was me "taking charge" which kicked off the shift, and she wz really delighted abt that) -- so (a bit unexpectedly) hurrah!
-- am getting v.tired of "elephant in the room" as a phrase
++ am writing well at the moment, publicly and privately: "wounds somewhat on show" <-- kicks you up a level!
-- woke up with crappy pressure headache
++ have no deadlines and no pending dayjob work for 10 days!
-- need tocreate ground-breaking bachelor love pad tidy and clean flat
++ nice day for a late spring clean!
-- still have to sort question of dad's tax return
++ "against the day" in paperback! also vol.2 of moomin comic strips! (haha misabel PIONEER YOGBLOGGER)
-- my metal glasses frame twisted and the lens won't stay in; have switched to fubsy old pair (isn't helping headache)
++ found cheque from work i hadn't paid in from JULY; for a MONTH'S WORK!
-- got my taxes in EXCEPT there are some bits still not properly tagged and explained, which will p!ss them off
++ worksanta is havin meetin w.director abt the web, to include suggestion "i am the man for the job" <-- i am in two minds abt this, but YAY for somone on er "influence" pimpin yr skeez and i only feel inadequate to the task until i think of the sorry beezer who will likely get it and the mess they will certainly make
-- ok i am somewhat mindful of the grim slavery sistrah becky has put herself up for the last 18 months, taking a senior admin job in an arts bureaucracy
++ BUT I WILL REMAIN FREELANCE AND HAVE THE WHIP HAND (er if they say yes to all my demands exactly as i outline them) (which i have not yet done)
PIMP PIMP!
-- am getting v.tired of "elephant in the room" as a phrase
++ am writing well at the moment, publicly and privately: "wounds somewhat on show" <-- kicks you up a level!
-- woke up with crappy pressure headache
++ have no deadlines and no pending dayjob work for 10 days!
-- need to
++ nice day for a late spring clean!
-- still have to sort question of dad's tax return
++ "against the day" in paperback! also vol.2 of moomin comic strips! (haha misabel PIONEER YOGBLOGGER)
-- my metal glasses frame twisted and the lens won't stay in; have switched to fubsy old pair (isn't helping headache)
++ found cheque from work i hadn't paid in from JULY; for a MONTH'S WORK!
-- got my taxes in EXCEPT there are some bits still not properly tagged and explained, which will p!ss them off
++ worksanta is havin meetin w.director abt the web, to include suggestion "i am the man for the job" <-- i am in two minds abt this, but YAY for somone on er "influence" pimpin yr skeez and i only feel inadequate to the task until i think of the sorry beezer who will likely get it and the mess they will certainly make
-- ok i am somewhat mindful of the grim slavery sistrah becky has put herself up for the last 18 months, taking a senior admin job in an arts bureaucracy
++ BUT I WILL REMAIN FREELANCE AND HAVE THE WHIP HAND (er if they say yes to all my demands exactly as i outline them) (which i have not yet done)
PIMP PIMP!
