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i. get back on strict diet and walk home (monday)
ii. be in excellent wolfish mood re the many errors of yr foes and how to dispatch them in a mere 48,000 word essay (to be written)
iii. realise abt 11 -- after nice spare supper -- you are peckish and purchase CHOKLIT :\
iv. watch THE THICK OF IT until 1 in morn
v. sleep well but dream of thick-of-it style manoeuvrings in life/work all night
vi. wake to "the sound of rain in a small flat"*
vii. get on bus to be told be bus-driver that there will be "excessive delays of up to 30 mins" on graham road, get out and walk length of graham road unable to discern ANY DELAYS AT ALL; continue walkin more or less to angel in the rain
deep background noise to all this: bein out of sync w.someone bcz they are superbusy w.horrible family issues on top (ie very manipulative relative dyin, and releasin emotional toxins as they go); feelin very shut out even if this is totally not intended on other person's part; the dynamics of this needin to be talked out but there's been no time, and what time there has bin we both want to spend on nice stuff not tricky stuff bah :(
get to angel, have pret coffee -- cheer up more or less instantly! the solution to "deep background noise" is patience, which i am good at, and the reason my time hangs heavy is bcz i am under-utilised; other person exactly the opposite (so the months that drag for me have flashed scarily by for them)
*somewhere i have an 80-s canto-pop song on tape w.exactly this title (other titles on same tape: "walking on the beach feeling sad" and "love turns to hot blood")
ii. be in excellent wolfish mood re the many errors of yr foes and how to dispatch them in a mere 48,000 word essay (to be written)
iii. realise abt 11 -- after nice spare supper -- you are peckish and purchase CHOKLIT :\
iv. watch THE THICK OF IT until 1 in morn
v. sleep well but dream of thick-of-it style manoeuvrings in life/work all night
vi. wake to "the sound of rain in a small flat"*
vii. get on bus to be told be bus-driver that there will be "excessive delays of up to 30 mins" on graham road, get out and walk length of graham road unable to discern ANY DELAYS AT ALL; continue walkin more or less to angel in the rain
deep background noise to all this: bein out of sync w.someone bcz they are superbusy w.horrible family issues on top (ie very manipulative relative dyin, and releasin emotional toxins as they go); feelin very shut out even if this is totally not intended on other person's part; the dynamics of this needin to be talked out but there's been no time, and what time there has bin we both want to spend on nice stuff not tricky stuff bah :(
get to angel, have pret coffee -- cheer up more or less instantly! the solution to "deep background noise" is patience, which i am good at, and the reason my time hangs heavy is bcz i am under-utilised; other person exactly the opposite (so the months that drag for me have flashed scarily by for them)
*somewhere i have an 80-s canto-pop song on tape w.exactly this title (other titles on same tape: "walking on the beach feeling sad" and "love turns to hot blood")
