i dremt i wept

[dubdobdee]

blimey i dremt i was talkin to doctrah becky abt the "old days" -- ie myself and my projects and ideals when young -- and i COULDN'T TALK FOR CRYING at the memory of same!! "i am crying because i was young then and it's all gone" i said to her (except i was crying so much i couldn't say it for her to understand)

this is really really honestly not at ALL how i think of those days when waking -- i am having a MUCH better time now than i was then! people actually GET it these days, and are happy to say so!