mysteriously fed up

[dubdobdee]

actually i'm not sure if it is that mysterious

A: i always get post-partum blues on big pieces i've just finished, and i just finished TWO really
B: stuff at work is very VERY dispiriting -- i have to gee myself up to write a big pitch abt my aweseom skeez just to get paid properly, and the new editor i liked workin with just left under an angry cloud w.everyone else hatin her, and no one new has been even appointed yet
C: am feelin sluggish and bloated today -- i need to get back to losin weight pronto, ALL THAT FRENCH CHEESE HAS RUINED MY GAMEPLAN
D: my phonebuffies are all away or unavailable BAH HOW SELFISH
E: don't want to get down to next big writing project as is likely to be unusually confrontational and critical (for me) (of ppl i actually know)
F: i need an ROMANTIC ADVENTURE and am findin it hard to know where to start
G: the play i saw w.vick and her friend last night was a bit rub when i'd really been lookin forward to it
H: vick's mum and dad are both really ill and i won't see her for ages i think
I: it feels like i have FAR TOO MUCH TO DO and yet time hangs heavy on my hands